Booia-what-a?

So tonight I managed to make it to the gym in time for Booiaka.  Brief description...hip movin', booty shakin', intense workout.  I have not danced like that since probably 2005 when I danced for the Phoenix Coyotes.  I seriously felt like I might vomit (but in a weird good way).  I plan on attending every Wednesday night and maybe I'll be able to lose the extra weight and get back into shape after having two kids.  Before my second child, I did manage to get back to a size 6 which was perfectly fine with me.  I was happy with the way I looked...right now, not so much.  I look in the mirror and I see a fat ugly slob.  My husband thinks/tells me I'm beautiful either way, but until I'm happy with the way I look I probably won't believe it.  Probably why I have a slight obsession with doing something different with my hair...cut, color, whatever...I figure if my body can't look great at least my hair/face should look somewhat good, right?

Here is a pic of me from my dance days...my oh my have things changed...

Another one from that time...not in uniform though....

Mind you...those were my size like "0" pants and I by no means want to get that small again...but I would like to go shopping for clothes NOT in the double digits